As long as I can remember, I’ve always loved getting dressed up in extravagant outfits. I think it satisfies the creative side of my personality (as well as my exhibitionist tendencies). I also have always had an interest in darker themes, which led me to get involved in the gothic scene when I was younger. When I was still in high school, I would spend hours putting together my outfits and then I would sneak into the clubs with my friends and dance all night. It was really a great time and I formed a lot of my tastes and opinions then. I think it also exposed me to a lot of different lifestyles and opened my mind, which is something that has also helped bring me to where I am now.
As I got a little older, a lot of my friends from the goth scene started going to fetish clubs. Since I am always up for new experiences, I decided to check them out too. And when I did, I was immediately hooked. The music and dancing was very similar to the goth scene that I was used to, but the energy was much more sexual. But what really got me was the clothing and fashions. I was instantly attracted to the shiny latex outfits, and the way that they were so skin tight. I knew it was time for a change, so I packed away my long gothic dresses and started grabbing up fetish wear every chance I could get.
Initially, I also collected a lot of PVC/Vinyl and leather, but my first love has always been rubber. There is just something about it that other fabrics can’t compare to. I love everything about it: the smell, the shine, the feeling against my skin, the feeling of peeling it off … it’s all incredibly sensual to me.
So, instead of being a teenager sneaking into goth clubs, I was now sneaking out of my parent’s house with sexy fetish outfits on underneath a big coat. I started to meet a lot of new people and my eyes were opened to many different forms of sexuality. I experienced everything from gender bending crossdressers to strict domes to submissive sissies to bisexual swingers. I loved every new experience and embraced each unique encounter as another step in my journey into the fetish world.
